Some of Tanner's FAV's

So lately Tanner has had a lot of favorite things.  His obsessions have been changing from day to day, and boy is he ever stubborn about them!  That's right, I have a full blown 2 year old on my hands.  Temper tantrums, anger, stubbornness, shouting, screaming, hitting.... you name it... he's done it at one point or another.  :)

June 2010, we were able to go to Disneyland CA.  Some of my old coworkers pitched in and gave Tanner mickey ears before we went.  Up until a few weeks ago, Tanner refused to wear them, and now he doesn't hardly take them off!  

He also loves to play with shoes!

Since he isn't walking yet, he wears them on his hands and crawls around with them on. 

He is such a cute boy in his ears and mommy's shoes!

Oh, don't forget giving his stuffed mickey a ride on the train, another obsession!

The last Saturday of January we went to the Phoenix Zoo with all of Ray's siblings families.  The only animal Tanner REALLY likes is a giraffe. Since Tanner is still under 3 almost all the "extras" are free for him.  He "wanted" to feed the giraffe until we were close.  And then he clung to me for dear life!

It was still fun to see his reaction and everyone else's as I "tortured" my child.  I'm sure the zoo workers thought I was being a mean mom!

Ouside.....

Tanner is now really, really, really into sand!  He loves it!  He could probably play in it all day long if I would let him!  His favorite thing is to shovel sand into a pail, and then dump it out again over and over and over again.

We were able to get a sand play area at our house thanks to Grandpa Ken, who bought all the sand for us.  It was dumped right inside our gate by a big dump truck.  Tanner loved the truck, but it scared him when it started to dump the sand!  And he took off!  As you can see it's a big pile of sand! 

All the sand had to be hand shoveled into the hole that Ray had dug out previously.  I did about 1/3 of it, and Ray did the rest.  Tanner loves it!

Tanner also loves this little car which he is getting way to big for!  While riding in it, he says "vrrroommm, vrrrooommm!  It's so cute!

Tanner is also becoming more and more independent, and is constantly saying "self, self" (do myself).  He will try and try something before he finally asks for "elp eee" (help me)

He is usually happy and is always making me laugh!

When not outside, Tanner loves to look out the windows.  Our windows are quite high off the floor, so here he is sitting on a tv stand with me close by.

"Please Mom, let's go outside"

He's getting there!

So I have to admit as some of the other kids have been standing and walking, I've been a bit envious and even jealous.  I know that every child is different, and Tanner reminds me of this on a daily basis, as children with or without SB are exceeding what he can or can't do. :)  But then I realize that I can't dwell on those things or I miss what is right in front of me.... Tanner.... his personality....his smile....his laugh...and all the other great things about him. 

Things are getting better for me as I talk things out, and am now on happy pills for awhile :)  I don't know why I let stress overwhelm me so much.  But as others have told me, there ain't no shame in happy pills, so that is the plan for now. 

Also wanted to share that Tanner stood in his reverse walker for the first time today without crying!  Admittedly I had to bribe him with a raisinet - but it was well worth it!

So proud of him!  He's getting there, and the wait has been worth the joy and admiration I have for him!

Fun at the park

We had a group get together from church at the park today.  I love this park because there is a big grass area, and the playground isn't huge either.  Tanner played in the "san" (sand) and with the "balls".  His new found passion seems to be the football.

"I'm going to throw this thing somehow"

"Maybe rolling it will work better"

"Ready, Set, Catch!"

Tanner also got into playing with the big kids. So cute!

"Look at my ball"

Tired after 2 hours at the park!

Even gave Hugs at the end!

Both Tanner and I had a good time.  It was nice to socialize and interact.  Thanks to our friend Danya for organizing it and having her house (across the street) available for needed use!

Look forward to doing it again!

Up and Into

Tanner is really starting to get "up on & into" more and more things.  He climbs up onto just about anything now. He can climb up onto rocking chairs, kitchen chairs, the kitchen table, couches, beds, coffee tables you name it. And he loves to sit and read.

Tanner also loves boxes.  He love to climb into bigger ones, and hopes that he can "fit" into smaller ones. 

I wonder if he can fit his head in!  LOL!

He also loves playing with shoes.  Here he is "walking" inside Daddy's shoes. Using his hands in the shoes as he crawls along.  So cute!

Up on the couch all by himself. So tired after a full day of climbing and exploration. Ready to go to bed in his Thomas PJ's

Tanner & Aidan

While in Utah we also visited Ray's Grandma and some extended Family. One of  Ray's cousins has an 8 month old little boy named Aidan.  He is so adorable!  I think he has as much hair as Tanner does, if not more!  Tanner loves babies, and he loved Aidan!

At first they didn't really know what to think of each other. There was a lot of touching and and looks. But it was so cute!

In the end they entertained each other by smacking Grandma's coffee table. :)

Let it snow.....

It snowed while we were up in Utah. Snowed all day the Wednesday after Christmas. These pictures were taken the morning after.  So pretty, but so cold!  BRRRRR!

Tanner's first experience of being in the snow.  He had seen a little of it before last February when my Dad died, but nothing like this!  I don't think he really knew what to think of it. He kept calling it "dagglefluff" :)

Ray took him out when I was out with a friend so I missed it, but I'm happy that this video was taken!  It's so cute that he doesn't understand why the snow is sticking to his gloves, and his wonder as he is trying to crawl through it!

After going out in the snow, and some of the days following it was so cold!  Tanner was entertained at Grandma Linda's house.  He liked played on the computer & tons of toys!  Tanner got so spoiled this year! He got puzzles, over 40 different hot wheel cars, a mini train set, a bowling set, a sit'n'spin, tons of new books, clothes, a Mr. potato head, a play tool set.... There is probably more, just can't remember right now. 

Even though there were some rough patches for me, it was a great trip and we all had fun!